insan biasa.

i will never be good enough for you.
i was never your type and i never will be.
it's not my negativity talking.
it's just the plain truth.
you can stop trying hard to like me.
cos it was never easy to begin with.
i'm just not worth your time.
so it's not even that hard to reconsider.
it might probably be the best decision of your life.

cos what ive been to you and what kind of person i am as of now,
will never beat what i was.
just so you know, it will never be easy for you,
but it has never been easy for me.

in your eyes, im nothing and never will be more than what you had.

looks like a new chapter unfolding.
am i thinking too far?
but i sure know for one thing,
that she will definitely guide me to a better me.
never in my life, chasing after someone for so long.
i hope i can finally put a start to a long lasting relationship.
cos this really looks challenging yet so worth it.